It's a new month

Darn Aunt Flow! I tried bolting the doors to keep her 0ut, but she came anyway!

Today is cd 1. A new month with a (new) doctor. Now I have to decide whether to take the Clomid on cd 3 or cd 5. The doc said I could choose. She usually uses cd 5, but she left it up to me. I'm leaning to the earlier end. I don't want my IUI to fall on the weekend since it's going to be doctor assisted.

I'm really disappointed that this month did not work out. It was the only one that T did the inseminations for me and I was more invested in it than usual because of that. (Not that I haven't been invested other times, just that even MORE this time.)

I'm starting to worry about whether this is going to work out this year. We don't have any more money to put into this if it doesn't work by the end of the year. I'm going to cross everything and hope that it works out.