Just a shout out to all of my TTC friends. I still have everything crossed for you girls and think about you all. I have to keep myself busy with other things or I go nuts wanting to spend more money trying when I had to say enough is enough. (DP just can't handle anymore emotionally.)
I haven't kept up with the board, though I log on every now and then and read a post or two or three.
CONGRATS! to all of the BFP's lately!!!!! I am so excited when I hear about them. Feel free to keep me updated with all of the good news. I think about my pregnant buddies, too, and wish everyone well. And let me not forget the moms of ADORABLE babies! I think about you all.
THIS MONTH SUCKS! AF is due right now and I'm feeling those symptoms that usually made me wonder .... Could it be symptoms...or is it AF around the corner??? I automatically go to thinking that....then I realize I am not trying anymore, so it has to be AF. It is really weird in a sad kind of way.
So, I'm trying to keep busy and trying to be the best mom I can to my little (but really getting so big) Butterfly.
I'm not sure if I blogged that I took her to a piercing studio in Northampton, MA and she got her ears pierced. Here's the photos:
Here's the funny story: After the first ear was done and she was preparing for the second, Penelope (the piercer) aske her, "Now, aren't you glad you don't have 3 or 4 ears???" Butte3rfly answers, "Right about now, I'm wishing I only had ONE ear."
And here is the latest slideshow of her playing in the backyard:
So, now you have a glimpse into my post TTC world. I hope it gets better from here.
11 comments:
Wow. I feel the same way too each month. It just doesn't seem to go away after you have been trying for such a long time.
Very cool and thanks for the well wishes.
Awww, Butterfly is so cute! She's so funny too. :)
Wow.. butterfly was so brave!!! Very pretty pictures.
good to hear from you....
She is so adorable - and she looks all grown up with her ears pierced! Too cute!
You are on my mind everyday... letting go of a dream is so hard without another dream to replace it. Rotten thing is, there just isn't another dream big enough to fill the place of wanting another child.
My thoughts, prayers, and wishes for peace and comfort are with you daily Shari.
How are you doing?? Just been thinking of you.
Hey Shari, just wanted to pop in and say hi and see how you're doing? I've been thinking about you a lot and I check your blog daily to see if you've updated. I loved the pics of Butterfly. What a beautiful girl you have!!
(((((( HUGS )))))))
Just checking in and seeing how you are doing. :) (((HUGS)))
Love the peirces ears. Butterfly always looks so happy in her pictures. You are so blessed to have such a wonderful daughter. I know what you mean about forgetting you didnt try that month. One of the things Im going to have a REALLY REALLY hard time with is having AF come every month. Its one of the reasons I didnt want to turn to adoption...because it would be so hard to see af every month and know that it was a waste of a month. It will be hard, for you and for me...but we can do it. If you ever need to talk or vent, I am here..whenever you need.
So sorry I been a distant blogger lately. Just been so busy but please know that I think about you and everyone else very often, actually daily...ok, fine, actually several times a day. I'm a nut.
Miss seeing your smiling face around these parts :)
Just a little HI from I
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